I am not a sports fan here, but come on...how ghetto can people get? Rioting and looting after your team wins the championship? Makes me wonder what they would have done if the Lakers had lost.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Thursday, February 5, 2009
And Then It Hit Me...
As usual, some time has passed since my last blog post. I kept telling myself (and others) that the reason I don't post often is that I am simply too busy. Yes I am busy with school, work, and my man. But if truth be told, I don't post regularly because the blog thing intimidates me a little still. I go out and read other peoples' blog postings, and I am impressed by their dedication, but also am amazed by their exceptional writing skills. They can always seem to make even the most mundane life event seem interesting. I simply need to stop worrying about writing some award-winning novel everytime, and just go with the flow and write from the heart.
Anyhow, now finally to the subject of my post. Yesterday, I was with my man at school as usual. We were getting some food, and as I watched him in line, I was overcome by a sudden and intense feeling. I kept staring at him and couldn't get over how incredibly hot he looked. I was thinking to myself how lucky I was that this awesome guy was mine! I had this unexplainable and strong desire to be with him both physically and emotionally right then and there. This wasn't my usual horniness talking either - believe me, I know what horny feels like. Long story short, we went back to his place and had the most extraordinary intimate encounter ever! The physical part was mind-blowing for sure, but we also totally connected on such a personal level. Afterward, while basking in the afterglow, I told Chris that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I hadn't planned to say that. I just spoke my heart. He didn't say much, so I got a bit nervous that he was worried I was pressing for a commitment. Things are fine today, but I kept going over and over in my mind why I was having these crazy intense feelings and why I felt like I couldn't control them. It wasn't until I chatted up with my friend Paul that the obvious answer was right there in front of me. I was truly in love for the first time in my life. I was married once, had more sex partners than I care to remember, and even had a boyfriend before Chris. But I never had feelings like this before for anyone else until now. I am so madly, deeply in love with Chris and it hit me like a freight train! What a feeling. I guess I am a late bloomer, but better late than never =)
Anyhow, now finally to the subject of my post. Yesterday, I was with my man at school as usual. We were getting some food, and as I watched him in line, I was overcome by a sudden and intense feeling. I kept staring at him and couldn't get over how incredibly hot he looked. I was thinking to myself how lucky I was that this awesome guy was mine! I had this unexplainable and strong desire to be with him both physically and emotionally right then and there. This wasn't my usual horniness talking either - believe me, I know what horny feels like. Long story short, we went back to his place and had the most extraordinary intimate encounter ever! The physical part was mind-blowing for sure, but we also totally connected on such a personal level. Afterward, while basking in the afterglow, I told Chris that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I hadn't planned to say that. I just spoke my heart. He didn't say much, so I got a bit nervous that he was worried I was pressing for a commitment. Things are fine today, but I kept going over and over in my mind why I was having these crazy intense feelings and why I felt like I couldn't control them. It wasn't until I chatted up with my friend Paul that the obvious answer was right there in front of me. I was truly in love for the first time in my life. I was married once, had more sex partners than I care to remember, and even had a boyfriend before Chris. But I never had feelings like this before for anyone else until now. I am so madly, deeply in love with Chris and it hit me like a freight train! What a feeling. I guess I am a late bloomer, but better late than never =)
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