Valentine's Day Sucks For Me, But My Eye Candy is Back!

As promised myself, I am back blogging again. Everyday is probably not a realistic goal for me, but once a week, maybe a bit more, seems manageable. It just dawned on me that tomorrow is Valentine's Day, so of course I am dreading the day. I'll get through it I am sure, but it will be a rough day since I didn't even share one Valentine's Day with Bobby :( I thought to myself that maybe I should have done the honesty bit after V-Day so I could have at least had that day with him lol. It seems like people usually break up before this day for some sick reason. On a positive front, my former hot eye candy has started going the gym again, so that at least gives me something nice to look at as I sweat it out. His name is Chris, and I started talking to him last year at the gym. He is a very hot and sweet guy. Did I mention he is HOT! lol Anyhow, I had such a crush on him, but I had a couple strikes against me, so I never made a move. First, at the time, he was 17, so I didn't think the jail bait thing was a good idea. Second, and most sad, he is straight. He has a GF that he talked about, but I thought I got some vibes from him sometimes. Either my gaydar was way off, or it was total wishful thinking on my part. Anyhow, it will be cool to have a friend at the gym, especially a cute one! Besides, I am definitely steering clear of the relationship thing for a while. To all the happy couples out there, have a great day tomorrow!